Friday, July 21, 2006

These Books


These books, these poor, sad, unread books, waiting patiently on my headboard. I had planned to read as many of these books as possible this summer. Instead, I have spent the summer reading picture books, children's books and YA books, most of which I found, at best, pleasant.

Every night when I go to bed with one or more of those children's or YA books, I see these looking forlorn and lonely despite not being alone in their neglect. I try to turn my head and ignore them, but it's hard to do. Many mornings, I wake, look up from my pillow, wistfully wishing for way to work them into my day. Alas, I haven't been able to do that yet.

On two different occasions, I have been compelled to pull a book from the bookshelf across the room, a book calling my name, desiring a reading. Not wanting to disappoint The Beautiful and the Damned or Light in August, I placed them on the headboard. The other books smiled knowingly at the excitement of the new additions--placement on the headboard is no guarantee of immediate reading. Some of those books have been waiting patiently for over a year for me to lavish them with my attention, to hold them, to fill my mind with their words, to become a part of me. So many books, so little time to read. :-(

I'm sure if I were better organized and a faster reader that I could have at least finished Sophie's Choice and started another book. I should have been able to rescue at least one book from loneliness. I hope they don't decide to band together and dive off the head board onto my one night. That could really hurt. ;-)

Enough procrastinating, I have classwork to do and more children's books to read. Maybe I'll sneak in some Sophie's Choice tonight before I go to bed. One can dream, right?

3 comments:

Valerie said...

This is so sad, but so funny. The picture of your books divebombing you made me laugh out loud.

I'm sorry you haven't had time to read this summer, but just remember that you are working toward a job where you will be surrounded by more books than ever.

Danielle said...

I understand those piles only too well! I haven't been reading Sophie's Choice much lately, too! I need to get back to it--just too many other books started as usual.

Peace Be, Clint-Michael ... said...

You write so beautifully. I like this and think I'm going to print this out as an example to my students on how to use description and other devices in their writing... I'm always impressed by your writing! How is work going?